Last night I stumbled. I failed. Not in a new area, mind you. This particular issue has stalked me most of my life. Disappointing to see how easily I fell into old thinking patterns, misguided messages and twisted beliefs, not to mention the dishonorable actions in their wake. When I awoke this morning, the sense of guilt, resignation, and failure stuck to me like a wet blanket too bulky and cumbersome to shove away.&nb...